a new year ...

2009 flew by! 2010 looks wonderfully promising. i have lots of staff and no longer need to work :) this makes me happier than you can even imagine. after two weeks of no sleep and waking the finally sleeping child of mine to get to the daycare in the morning i am doing a serious happy dance! mind you, i have a new staff and that means i need to show my face frequently the first week or two. all worth it ... ahhhhhh *sigh*

my child will be ONE in 2010. that freaks me out! i'm feeling the same anxiety i felt last year at this time about having a baby. perhaps it's because i own a daycare and the children never age over 4/5 but i just do not see myself parenting a child beyond the toddler years so him turning one and actually getting older is freaking me out!! he's so amazing though. i love him. he makes me smile.

christmas was good ... same old. spend lots of money. eat way too much. visit. entertain. mom and i decided mexico next year and i am super duper excited. it was just all too much this year - mind you, i was working and my child was teething and not sleeping and honestly i just didn't have the energy and next year will be different but i think it'll be a great adventure. now to lose 50lbs before then so i'm not hot and sweaty and miserable ... i'll start tomorrow. or next week. maybe next month ........

that's that for now .. more to come when i'm not falling asleep zzz